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The tears have all dried now and I wonder what shall replace them. While I cry, I release the pain but when I cannot, I feel the pain growing again, like a child inside me, I have conceived new pain to replace the old.

I do not know how to be myself anymore, because I do not know who I am.

I look for happiness trying to find it, but does not happiness look for me?

Life brings many changes and many surprises and to fully be alive we must go and grow through these changes. We come here to learn and life is our teacher, cruel or kind, the teaching still goes on.

But until we have learned our lesson, it will repeat itself many times over, perhaps manifesting the exercise in different ways until it is learnt.

The hardest task is to learn a spiritual lesson in a physical body, the spirit knows the answer, while the physical feels the pain and unless we allow spirit to heal us, we cannot grow.

So how do we give spirit the opportunity, we ask and we listen, sometimes the answer seems so simple but we tend to spearhead our problems and up with the "Why Me" syndrome.